dreamed of generations of family hate
last night slept lately, near 11 pm, ema even later, watching Korea TV series when i went to bed. in dawn dreamed long&lasting wrest between the evil cousin's family and me or mine. got up around 9:30am.
last night slept lately, near 11 pm, ema even later, watching Korea TV series when i went to bed. in dawn dreamed long&lasting wrest between the evil cousin's family and me or mine. got up around 9:30am.
ema gathered baby's cousins&we haunted a buffet, where we had a good time&i shot photos. help ema digitalized her certificates after returned, later backup to her web album&emails. sorted stuff from web&backup to dvds. baby didn't slept&turns easy irritated. baby slept earlier while i taught ema using google office instead of ms office.
in dream review the history of new China republic, its soldiers&the party leader in the fight for their future. in dawn the evil of the grandma lingered on me with dirty cold. girl zhou's visit rid me off, with warmth&sex, which lasting long till the morning sunshine. a bright sunny morning now. God saves and slaughters.
read some time after returned home. surfing heavily lagging&the evil grandma constantly challenged me. so ditched pc&watched TV with baby son. the dirty grandma left earlier after trying profaning for quite some time. gamed after ema returned home. ema watched Korea TV series online after dinner. i read some time after gamed with baby.
read since got up. the evil grandma again came over to attend baby son who lingers home for his recent heat. Internet suffers lagging speed, likely under China surveillance's harshest filtering&auditing, since i commented on a Japanese google wave on the future of China and linkage between sino-Japan. got Masheng's gift for balancing my bank account's deficit, reviewing my short time lived in Guangdong for a new job when i just got out of hometown's asylum. felt God's love&sms girl Feng, a graduate in Shanghai recently, about my inspire upon south China, the sunny land. i will pick my 4th wife there. bought baby KFC. its a sunny day and auspicious sun ray floats everywhere.
Internet still broken for 2 or more days. tried to check posting among countless refresh of pages. shown baby my posting in his title after family reunited&the evil grandma left. ditched pc to watch TV&crack sunflower seeds after dinner. gamed a lot till a hard mission failed us many times. read before went to bed&tried helpful tools tipped in articles.
dreamed worked in a campany whose job likes notary, persuade other that something is right or reasonable. dreamed of banquet the company held, the leader. i in it likely with a spouse, ema or Liu, my once campus girlfriend. baby last night got heat&now under his grandma's custody.
idle in office till seeing the tall girl in QRRS. refined&added more of my comment on the Janpanese google wave to my groups. dozed&sorted bookmarks.
these 2 days Internet speed very lagging. since today i had frequent problem to open pages, while d/l also usually slow than 30KB/s. gamed all night with baby, who later brought aside by his mom. might clouds gathering silently.
latest sleep recently. Interent connect first broken, lots of google service ill working while connected to the web. now most resumed. likely China surveillance hacked the telcom's router. dreamed of hometown folks, esp. the evil cousion and his eldest son.
a determined mind.
盲言之芒岩
眸子的星芒浮于薄霭
厌倦的兽眼阴雨里低低沉吼
under God's shine after i broke heart for a girl collegian, devoted to reclaim my vested kingdom of China from my ancestor with glory.
你在清贫中呆的太久了
你分不清月色的石子和清癯的星
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